at the end of it
i prefer none of it
to be seen in the public eye
it changes what i cry
stories and parts of myself that i never shared
out in the open, stabbed and stared-
at and ridiculed
but honestly,
it doesnt offend me
precisely
because i never tried to impress anybody
its more of a relief
that i was able to fully commit
to something so deeply
and come swimming back
like an addiction
but without developing a habit.
ironic,
my tendency
to develop an obsession to immerse myself
turns out its good for creative outbursts
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