a mistake

a trick by fate 


i knew i should have left-

instead i cried and wept

lost the sanity i shouldve kept-

things that only appear when i slept


and now i just walk towards death

here i silently wept


not a story i was, 

but a curse i am

not a dream i am, 

but an illusion i had


a fool remains a fool

believing a god doesnt exist

others say he wouldnt be cruel

the blood pouring from their wrist


what it all felt like was lies and whims

even when the moon left him

along with all his limbs

he continued to dance to the requiem hymn



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